Thursday, June 27, 2013

Fantasy for one

I always found myself lingering towards the fantasy of life. Even at a young age, I chose to live a lie rather than face the music. Who would choose differently?
I had a friend ask me Monday, "Do you think you will die alone?"... I laughed at first thinking he was only being dramatic.
I never answered but the question stuck in my head all afternoon. Having a mental ride down memory lane, I thought to myself that my track record wasn't looking so promising after all ... maybe I would die alone.
An ill pain came to my stomach when I realized I would be happier that way.
Maybe some of us just aren't meant for "his and her towels".
Now, before you write me off as the, Black as Night Ice Queen, just know, I have faith that every person in this world has a pair. I just don't believe I will make a very good pair.
My father made sure I would be the very best wife.. making sure my mother taught me how to cook and clean.. but he forgot to teach me how to feel. And thus the Ice Queen is born.

"I believe in the moon, the stars, and the sun... and so I am whole."


"I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream."
- Vincent van Gogh

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living."
- Dr. Seuss



Monday, June 3, 2013

I like it all that way

I watched him as he undressed her with his eyes. The flame in her heart was forgotten but the fire in his eyes remained real. He turned to me, his heartless soul riding on his sleeve, "Take some time and get use to it. We all need to grow up and do some shit", he whispered softly into my ear.
I was completely in love with the devil inside of him. But we were tied to a night we never met.
 
"All good things are wild and free."
"Freedom is a state of mind."
 
"Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart; of it's constant hunger for whatever it wants. The way it stops and starts."
- Edgar Allan Poe

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Blow Your Own Damn Mind

Lately, I have been spending my days searching for inspiration and sometimes I turn up lucky. I few quotes I ran across:

"Be like water... go with the flow, nourish yourself, and sometimes even roar."

"Oh sorry, I can't today; walking my unicorn."

"Once in a while, blow your own damn mind."

"It is a risk to love. What if it doesn't work out? Ah, but what if it does?"
- Peter McWilliams

I forget how simple it is for a few short words to make a difference.
Words are simply beautiful... that's all that it is. They can hold such power and control.
The power words can have over people is unbelievable.
Each word.. each sentence.. each quote, can mean a million different things to a million different people; it's magical, really.

"All these people drinking lover's spit
They sit around and clean their face with it
And they listen to teeth to learn how to quit
Tied to a night they never met
You know it's time
That we grow old and do some shit
I like it all that way
All these people drinking lover's spit
Swallowing words while giving head
They listen to teeth to learn how to quit
Better take some hand and get used to it
You know it's time
That we grow old and do some shit
I like it all that way"
- Broken Social Scene
Have a wonderful day and a magical night, my lovers.