Sipping coffee listening to my favorite music, watching people... gaining writing material, I was content. Not happy, but not sad. I could get by on this high.
"When you love someone... truly love them, you lay your heart open to them. You give them apart of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt- you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut the deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul." - Sherrilyn Kenyon
I walked into the dark room and looked around for a soul full of love. I never found it. And I finally gave up looking for something that could not be found.
"Your most effective ministry will come out of your deepest hurts." Unknown
Over the past few years, I have grown as a person... some may pity me... some may envy me. I have yet to make up my mind if they are right or if they are wrong.
"Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours." - Beethoven
They say you find love when you least expect it. They failed to mention you could be carving ice away from your heart when you find it... or when it finds you.
"Monsters are real, ghost are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win."- Stephen King
I am a monster and I have a ghost that haunts my soul. Every night they come out to play games in my closet. Never shy to ask for more. Never sorry when they leave by sunrise.
"It's a risk to love. What if it doesn't work out?
Ah, but what if is does?" - Peter McWilliams
Wish I may, wish I might, find my one true love tonight.
Do you think that it could be you?