Tuesday, September 25, 2012

I run with zombies


Night before 13th Gate opening night:
It's a late night spent at the office... working, working, working... always working.

Morning of opening night:
Getting things in order for the weekend ahead!

Waiting for my best friend, Quvonda. She also works at the gate with me (where we met).

Yummmmm! Gotta have our tummys full to scare people!

Show time: September 21, 2012 Opening night:
It's here!!! Finally!!!!

After show: Opening night complete:
Sleep over-- we are all dead tired!

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Lost and Found

Losing myself is my favorite thing to do; it really is. I love to watch myself transform into this new person I've never met before. Some may say this is scary but I promise you, it's not. It has to be one of the most calming feelings I've ever experienced. Maybe that's why acting is my passion or maybe that's why I'm still on the never ending journey to find myself. How important is it to find something that you have lost? If it was so important, would you have misplaced it to begin with? I don't mind losing myself.. and I don't mind the search for myself. I like the unknown.. I like not knowing who I will be tomorrow.

Lie to me

Rape me down
Take it all  

Show me your power
Show me your control       
Leave me with nothing
Not even a name

Make me hate you
Every last bit

Lie to me
Lie to me                                                

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

The question

What if I want more?
What if I want more from this body that holds my soul?
Is that too much to ask?

Would I be deemed to hell for questioning all that I know?

I want so much more from this life, it crawls through my blood.
My heart is black but for what reason?
Is it wrong to want all the wrong things?

Would I be troubled if I question all that I know?

I can not quite decide how deep hate runs.
If I cut the surface, would it tell me?
If I poison your soul, would you hate me?

Would I be hated for questioning all that I know?

I want all the wrong things, the hated things.

Update-- Picture style

September 14, 2012:
Audition, Audition. Packed the car and headed down to New Orleans.

September 15, 2012:
13th Gate Orientation.

September 17, 2012
Call Back-- An actors favorite word! Back to New Orleans for the day!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

The way of my world

Today I will begin the search for myself.
Losing everything I know to only gain more.
I will not run in formation with the rest of the world.
Capturing the stars will guide me further.

I will trace my scars and paint new ones.
Never waiting for arms to embrace me.
The promise of love will no longer linger.
I will stand and be heard before I am seen.
This is the way of my world.

Friday, September 7, 2012

Working Girl

As many of you know, I have been quite the working girl lately... my head may spin off and unto the floor any moment. So, let's do our normal (what's normal) update shall we?

THE 13TH GATE season is starting this month and I could not be more excited to scare/seduce the crap out of people. If you do not know (what size is the rock you live under?) I am an actress for The Number One Haunted House in the Country... The 13th Gate. We did not get this title for nothing, so if you think you can handle it, come on down! "It's a screaming good time". A blog post with our full schedule will be up soon along with coupon offers.

My short film, RECOVERY is up and running with full force ahead. I could not be happier with the way things are going... I am a proud momma bear! This is a picture of the beautiful Devin Derbes on set doing a media video for Recovery!

THE ACTING WORLD is looking up for me at the current moment. Of course, one day you're in and the next day you're out. But for the last few weeks, I HAVE BEEN IN which is amazing and I give it all to God.       
This is a picture of the studio where filming has been taking place.

Just a little update for you guys, Love you all!