Day after day I have been looking at a blank page. Zero ideas and zero motivation.
Two years ago I could sit down and spend hours upon hours writing.. just writing... about nothing. I can not seem to find that skill again.
I had a scary thought today: How long will I be able to use the "I'm an actor waiting for my big break" excuse for my low class jobs and zero highier education? How old until I become "The actress that never was?" What a horrible thought... but I can't help think about it. I believe in myself 100%... but every actor feels this way at some point, right? The unknown can really suck. (Sorry for my lack of grammer).
What's motivation again? And where do I find it?
Back to normal postings tomorrow.